Sunday, April 26, 2015

The end of 6 months of "self-discovery"

OUR BIRTH IS BUT A SLEEP AND A FORGETTING:  THE SOUL THAT RISES WITH US, OUR LIFE'S STAR, HATH HAD ELSEWHERE ITS SETTING, AND COMETH FROM AFAR:

NOT IN ENTIRE FORGETFULNESS, AND NOT IN UTTER NAKEDNESS, BUT TRAILING CLOUDS OF GLORY DO WE COME FROM GOD, WHO IS OUR HOME!

Last  year I left New Zealand in March due to the serious situation with my parents health.  Normally I would have left these blessed shores end of April, but my mother crossed over mid April and my father died Oct 6.  Their birthdays were 6 months apart.  They were both the 5th child to be born in their family's.  My mother died on April 15... interesting number:  I was born on the 15th of November.  1+5=6  my father died on October the 6th...

This year we arrived in New Zealand first of November 2014 and are leaving end of April 2015.  With in days I will be back in America.  Greet my gorgeous piano, Wyoming stars and sunsets, My restaurant, friends and most of all I will spend precious time with my family in Utah.

The past half year has been interesting...  I have an entire different view of many things as well as the gift of living in this dimension for a few short years.  I have NO REGRETS about my past!  When I return to NZ in NOVEMBER I will be in the process of writing a book with the help of a very gifted writer who lives in NZ.

My journey from a shy little boy and the struggle to learn how to play piano... the years of angst and confusion.  The attempts at suicide that I botched up, religious and political trauma.  My wandering years as a half assed hippie living out of my car.  Finally discovering my "PLACE"  (I think?) and creating a business involving food and music.

The magic of synchronicity and following my own heart's leanings toward what was right for my future.  Many MISTAKES I MADE according to dogma BUT, they were stepping stones into a world I could never imagine possible.  Many people that touched my life have died.  They live inside my heart and mind.  I can close my eyes and hear their voices...

I have much to look forward to in the next 6 months and the coming 6 months!
 My oil painting of Sunset in the Catlins...  south island New Zealand.  I love this piece of the planet.
 My powerful crystals!  Plus a string of blood stones!  Yep, they can be quite powerful at times
The mighty SNAKE RIVER, WY.